I’m sitting on my bed literally crying so hard. I know it might sound retarded but I have never genuinely loved anything more than how much I loved Gossip Girl. If you knew me in real life you’d know that I tend to change my mind about things as often as I change outfits. That would be multiple times a day. However, for these past 5 years I was so religious about GG. I never missed an episode, I was so stubborn about Chuck and Blair, I thought this show was the most important thing in my life. I could identify so well with every single character. Everyone knows me as GG’s number one fan and I’m the person people come to when they want to know details on the show. Blair Waldorf is my mind twin. And every time someone tells me I’m Blair Waldorf in real life or that I look like her, my heart beats a little faster. Chuck Bass is my dream man. I with my entire heart wish and hope and pray that I find my Basshole in real life. I just can’t even process the fact that I won’t be able to feel that excitment every week when I knew a new episode would come on. It truly breaks my heart. I will forever love it so so so so so much.
GG, it just wouldn’t be my world without you in it.